What happened on bondage night... Tied up and suspended {PICS}

A couple of weeks ago, my friends from Linked and I agreed to have a bondage night at their house, because they love to tie and it’s always been in the back of my head to be tied up. A journalist was going to attend the show and film us during it, for the French program Le Supplément Interdit (broadcasted next March 24th on Canal+).

I had already been tied up a few times, but never for “pain” purposes. It was just in the context of sex and it never really hurt, although it did turn me on a lot. Since Afsana and Rija Mae tie people up for real and aim at inflicting pain, I thought it wouldn’t be too bad to try it out before the bondage night.

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I went to their place and Afsana tied me up and even partially suspended me. IT HURT LIKE HELL. At some point, I didn’t know if I was going to be able to take it, but I just went through it, and then the most beautiful thing happened. I burst into laughter. I couldn’t feel the pain the same way. I felt all the tension and negative stuff inside me just run out of me. So Afsana said with a big smile on her face:

“You’re a masoquist! Now I know I don’t have to go easy on you.”

As I left with a big smile on my face, I was already looking forward to the bondage night. One week passed and there I was again.

Rija Mae and Afsana are the two badass women behind Linked. They do workshops, shows, parties…

Photo by Adlan Mansri

Afsana started to tie me up. At the beginning, I feel almost like a witness of my own body and I get excited about what’s going to happen. I knew she wouldn’t go easy on me, and even though I was a little bit nervous, I really wanted to experience the next level.

Photos by Taste of Taboo

Then, she did it again. She suspended me. I first had a rush of adrenaline. I felt my heart beating harder and faster and breathed intensely to manage it. The trick is not to panic, so it’s a really good exercise for oneself. I was feeling a little bit uncomfortable because of a couple of ropes around my neck, but I wanted to keep going – I get stubborn in this situation – but I eventually had to tell Afsana about it. She said something really useful, which I will remember for the next times:

If something feels weird, it’s not gonna stop feeling weird. So tell me right away.

We changed position and then I felt it all and laughed again. She kept suspending me higher and at some point I got angry as I screamed of pain. But it was very healthy, I let go of all the anger that I had kept inside of me the last few weeks.

And then something happened. When you’re in such pain or when you’re really scared, your body just stops fighting and feeling pain. I felt like a cat that is held by the neck. So peaceful. I couldn’t really feel the pain anymore. I felt almost high. Nothing really mattered. Then I came back down slowly and she held me in her arms. There is a very nice bond that is created in these moments and I remember feeling safer than I ever had.

I felt quite high until I went to bed that night. I was like a happy kinky sloth! No need to take drugs, your own body can provide with all the joy and excitement you need on its own…

Thanks for a great night everyone!